I had a really weird dream last night about my ex. he wanted me back, and he was crying and i said "sorry tristan, but i am in love with someone else (keith) who treats me like a girl should be treated. you shoulda thought of that before you left me....." i was so happy! in all my other dreams i couldnt tell him to fuck off, and in this one i did. i love my bay..... then to top it off, i had a really good dream about my bay.... we were cuddling and it was so great!!! i dyed my hair last night! it is brown with streaks... we are going to keep highlighting it until it turns blond. sheesh.

Anyone who reads this, please pray for bay and i.... we are worried about many things at this time..... it would be nice to have your prayers... and bay....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE ARE GOING TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES, AND HAPPY..... NO MATTER WHAT!!!