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January 12, 2004 @ 3:31 p.m.
the life of a cheese weenie


*sigh* some people are never satisfied:
entry 437
name: The Salad-Ho Again
email:
url:http://saladwhore.diaryland.com
message:
OMG Zenkitty has developed yet another personality. RUN! Run far far away!!!! This one seems like it might have a brain though . . . nah, it's faking.
date: 5:39 am - Monday,January 12, 2004

all i have to say to that is as follows: blah. its sad when the world is so stubborn that the mere thought of someone rethinking their actions and admitting that they were wrong is laughable, life is scary. whether or not to tell someone that they are sorry for a dumb action(s) is unthinkable and too good to be true. i guess the only way to tell if i am being truthful is by letting time go by. this is a sick sad world we live in...

in other news, i just went shopping..... i got lots of food..... i got milk (thank heavens), noodles, capri suns (yummy), cheese weenies(hahaha), sketti stuffish, waffles, and....... bread... lol. and then i put gas in my tank. thanks to my mom lending $40. and food lion's "extra low prices."

and another thing.... since when is it OK to just drive into someone else's lane? i mean, did i miss something b/c everyone seems to have an issue with not staying in their own lane. AHHHH. that is how i got into my accident; b/c of some asswipe who thought that taking up BOTH lanes and driving head on into traffic was a brilliant idea. hint for the road; IF YOU CANT STAY IN YOUR LANE THEN YOU SHOULDNT BE ON THE ROAD. sheesh.

i was listening to linkin park again.... like i said in my profile... they watched a movie of my life and now they sing about it. here is one that is really my life:

Linkin Park; Figure .09

 Nothing ever stops all these thoughts,
And the pain attached to them,
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin',
It's like nothing I could do,
Would distract me when,
I think of how I shot myself in the back again,
'Cause from the infinite words I could say, I
Put all the pain you gave to me
On display, but didn't
Realize instead of setting it free, I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me,

It Never Goes Away
It Never Goes Away

And now,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear,
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done,
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you!!!!

Hearing your name, The memories, Come back again, I remember when it started happenin',
I'd see you in every thought I had, And then,
My thoughts slowly found words, Attached to them,
And I knew as they escaped away, I was,
Committing myself to 'em, and every day I regret,
Saying those things, cause now, I see,
That I, Took what I hated and made it apart of me,

It Never Goes Away
It Never Goes Away

And now,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear,
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done,
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you

It Never Goes Away
It Never Goes Away
It Never Goes Away
It Never Goes Away

GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, You've gotta just (GO)
Everything just comes down to memories of (YOU)
I've kept it in but now I�m letting you (KNOW)
I've let you go! So..

GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, You've gotta just (GO)
Everything just comes down to memories of (you)
I've kept it in but now I�m letting you (KNOW)
I've let you go!

And now,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here,
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear,
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done,
I've givin up a part of me
I've let myself become you

I've let myself become you,
I've let myself become,
Lost inside,
These thoughts of you,
Giving up on part of me,
I've let myself become you

...for all the pain i had to go through in my childhood b/c of my parents...

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